>> Thursday, January 24, 2008

I am in a whirlwind of thought, activity, feelings, emotions...my scrapping seems to embody my thoughts, "altered art", is what they call it, so apt for the altered life I am about to embark on. I am a bucket of anticipation for the so called Future. Today, I started putting my life into a box, one box today, that is all I was able to take. I did not think that I would be overwhelmed but that is how I felt. I could not continue. It just seems so trite and contrary, how could you put all those you cherished in a box? So many things I thought was important and could not let go of will have to go. Just like that.

Its not moving to another house, its moving to a whole new country and a whole new way of life. Throwing away all my security blankets. Being away from loved ones and friends. My children, my life partner...to capture a dream I have tried to hard to say no to and so many opportunities lost. It is time to say "Yes". And I thought yes was easy, but it is not. I pray for the strength, the steady vision, and the love that will pull me through all this.

I feel humbled and pensive and yet I know I will make it, I always have, no ifs, no buts.

Carpe Diem!


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All about me, my musings, ramblings, fancies, quirks and dreams; the blessings in my life - the kids and their growing years; and my love for digital scrapbooking/design and graphic arts; and my eternal quest to keep learning something new each day and give back in my little way.

This blog used to be 3 blogs which I decided to merge together, my scrapping blog (Pandoras Box of Thought), the blog about my kids (Beyond the Four Walls) and my cooking/recipe blog (Cooking Mama) - all the old posts are still up but I've decided to just post everything in the future in one forum, with all the things I'm doing, I'd like to keep everything in one neat container :)

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